{"id":9889,"date":"2024-01-01T13:16:14","date_gmt":"2024-01-01T13:16:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/?p=9889"},"modified":"2024-01-01T13:16:14","modified_gmt":"2024-01-01T13:16:14","slug":"the-new-year-poet-rawda-al-haj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/2024\/01\/01\/the-new-year-poet-rawda-al-haj\/","title":{"rendered":"The New Year: Poet Rawda Al Haj"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sudan Events<\/strong><\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nNever disturb myself
\nTo contain it
\nTo spoil her
\nI had tired her so much that she was exhausted
\nBut she stayed
\nOn the same vows!
\nI decided in the new year
\nI don’t justify anything
\nNot to explain anything
\nDon’t I bet on life
\nSoon
\nOr far away!<\/p>\n

Not answering a call
\nFor example, you will break my mind
\nOtherwise, I will buy from someone who sold me
\nShould I not be flattering?
\nWho bothers me being among them?
\nfor example
\nI am tired
\nI will not do more!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year<\/p>\n

Should I not tell someone who is leaving me?
\nI am waiting!
\nNo matter how expensive it is
\nWhoever wants to stay
\nIn my eyes
\nAnd whoever wants to leave
\nI helped him
\nAs long as that’s what he wants!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nDon’t I look into people’s eyes?
\nAbout Me!
\nI won’t see me well
\nA mirror of myself
\nAs long as you are honest with me
\nIt is as if my eyesight is iron!<\/p>\n

Do I not hope for anyone else?
\nhappiness
\nHappy
\nRainy clouds
\nIt’s enough to wait for them
\nI will make me happy
\nAnd I laugh at my stories
\nAs I cry with me
\nI have had enough of ingratitude!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nTo rest from the troubles that come
\nI drank my hopes
\nIt raged in my blood
\nStay up late and ask questions
\nShe led me into exile from exile
\nAnd she threw me into these valleys<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nNot to waste my energy
\nIn running after their mirage
\nIn search of their causes
\nTheir presence and absence
\nAnd their blame and reproach
\nI ask myself, what is wrong with them?
\nLife is just a hasty cloud
\nIt passes and does not come back!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nThat I will always forgive
\nfor me
\nFor those I love
\nFor those passing by
\nAnd for the friendships that betrayed my certainty
\nWhich I completed with my imagination
\nIgnorance remains a supreme escape
\nAnd a key
\nFrees this soul
\nI spent a long time in chains!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nI will leave the past behind me
\nI will take his weight off my shoulders
\nI walk lightly in this life
\nTo regain my peace
\nonce again
\nAnd some of my childhood
\nAnd I will recover!<\/p>\n

I decided in the new year
\nTo start the new life!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sudan Events I decided in the new year Never disturb myself To contain it To spoil her I had tired her so much that she was exhausted But she stayed On the same vows! I decided in the new year I don’t justify anything Not to explain anything Don’t I bet on life Soon Or …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":9890,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9889","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-society-culture"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9889"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9891,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9889\/revisions\/9891"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9890"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9889"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9889"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sudanevents.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9889"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}