The New Year: Poet Rawda Al Haj
Sudan Events
I decided in the new year
Never disturb myself
To contain it
To spoil her
I had tired her so much that she was exhausted
But she stayed
On the same vows!
I decided in the new year
I don’t justify anything
Not to explain anything
Don’t I bet on life
Soon
Or far away!
Not answering a call
For example, you will break my mind
Otherwise, I will buy from someone who sold me
Should I not be flattering?
Who bothers me being among them?
for example
I am tired
I will not do more!
I decided in the new year
Should I not tell someone who is leaving me?
I am waiting!
No matter how expensive it is
Whoever wants to stay
In my eyes
And whoever wants to leave
I helped him
As long as that’s what he wants!
I decided in the new year
Don’t I look into people’s eyes?
About Me!
I won’t see me well
A mirror of myself
As long as you are honest with me
It is as if my eyesight is iron!
Do I not hope for anyone else?
happiness
Happy
Rainy clouds
It’s enough to wait for them
I will make me happy
And I laugh at my stories
As I cry with me
I have had enough of ingratitude!
I decided in the new year
To rest from the troubles that come
I drank my hopes
It raged in my blood
Stay up late and ask questions
She led me into exile from exile
And she threw me into these valleys
I decided in the new year
Not to waste my energy
In running after their mirage
In search of their causes
Their presence and absence
And their blame and reproach
I ask myself, what is wrong with them?
Life is just a hasty cloud
It passes and does not come back!
I decided in the new year
That I will always forgive
for me
For those I love
For those passing by
And for the friendships that betrayed my certainty
Which I completed with my imagination
Ignorance remains a supreme escape
And a key
Frees this soul
I spent a long time in chains!
I decided in the new year
I will leave the past behind me
I will take his weight off my shoulders
I walk lightly in this life
To regain my peace
once again
And some of my childhood
And I will recover!
I decided in the new year
To start the new life!